Darkness clouds my mind leaving me unable to think
It even hurts for me to breathe
I am all alone screaming inside my mind.
Nobody hears me but the people who accompany me there
I know nobody wants me.
It's nothing new.......
I have been knocked down before..
My dad...
My best friend...
And now my ex girlfriend..
All gone...
Rejection in the worst possible way...
Who am I supposed to turn to when I feel like there is nobody left?
I have friends sure I do.......
But do all of them get me?
Do all of them care for me as much as they say?
Or are they just going to leave and forget about me like the rest of them?
They say time heals all wou
The Struggle by Travis by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
The Struggle by Travis
Blackness consumes my soul as the monster takes over.
I cannot control my thoughts
My actions
My Life
Anything
The monster knows what it wants
It will do anything to get it
Who can stop it?
Maybe I can
But it will not be without a battle
I am so weak......
I want to do anything to make it go away
The harsh reality is..
I have to keep it locked up
Nothing truly makes it go away forever
I just have to tame the beast
And make sure it stays in its cage
If one day it decides to escape....
And hopefully be ready to fight with all the strength I have
Because the monster might be tamed but it is waiting..
With an evil smile
To completely take
Unexpected Turns by Jace by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
Unexpected Turns by Jace
I was gazing at the brand new sword with pride when I hear foot steps coming closer. Shit! I quickly hid it underneath my bed in case it was my father. He would say I was much too young for this special seraph blade. I was still tempted to call him Mr. Lightwood because I feel like that is what he WANTED me to call him. But his wife insisted I was apart of the family now. I peer at the bedroom door shocked to find Alec opening it.
He raised an eyebrow. "What are you doing in here?" He demanded.
I stretched out my arms, flexing my sore muscles . "I thought I would take a nap. All of this 'new training' is getting to me." I lied. It was not s
Lovers Quarrel by Akihiko by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
Lovers Quarrel by Akihiko
The burning light drifts off further
Shall I be bold and seek myself in the dark?
No. The answer is no.
I will not go blind.
I feel resigned though..
Oh beautiful burning light why do you drift away?
Far away
Into a black night.
I must withstand the weight
The heavy weight of the truth
Some people say believing is seeing..
I hold faith in nothing anymore.
For I know my eyes have never lied to me
And they never will.
The Waiting! by Simon by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
The Waiting! by Simon
Ah! The anticipation is killing me!
I lay my hand on my wife's belly and feel movement
Instantly I am in love.
My two twins...
My life..
My joy...
Hurry hurry hurry!
Come out and see daddy!
I promise..
I will smother you with kisses..
Give you all the best toys..
I will let you eat whatever you want.. (kosher please)
I will be your hero..
When you arrive..
And I will try not to cry with you..
Because I know that will be embarrassing..
But do not count on it. ;)
Forever Friend by Patch by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
Forever Friend by Patch
All my life I have been living in the shadows.
A wretched beast forced behind a mask.
A person who's mother couldn't even learn to love.
A person who has had the entire world against him.
All because of his hideous complexion.
My deformity has rewarded me a life filled with loneliness.
Perhaps a kind heart could change things.
Perhaps someone will actually look deeper than what is on the surface.
Look deep into my soul.
And maybe I can gain a true friend.
A forever friend.
Someone perhaps.. To call my twin
Friendship is a very near and dear thing to me.
With humbled honor I have someone now to call my forever friend.
A twin.
And they have me
Imperfections by Patch by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
Imperfections by Patch
We all have our own insecurities.
Some of them in which we allow to swallow us whole.
I admit I am a victim of such self loathing.
But sometimes I begin to wonder if such imperfections make me who I am.
I am Erik, a repulsive creature hidden behind a white mask.
Some like my mother held me no affection what so ever.
Then I grew up and made some friends.
And even fell in love.
Then all the sudden it hit me.
Every one that truly cares
Loves and accepts me for who I am.
A sight they can't bare to look at, although they courteously ignore it.
So maybe we should all take a look in the mirror
At our own imperfections.
And have the same epiph
Darkness clouds my mind leaving me unable to think
It even hurts for me to breathe
I am all alone screaming inside my mind.
Nobody hears me but the people who accompany me there
I know nobody wants me.
It's nothing new.......
I have been knocked down before..
My dad...
My best friend...
And now my ex girlfriend..
All gone...
Rejection in the worst possible way...
Who am I supposed to turn to when I feel like there is nobody left?
I have friends sure I do.......
But do all of them get me?
Do all of them care for me as much as they say?
Or are they just going to leave and forget about me like the rest of them?
They say time heals all wou
The Struggle by Travis by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
The Struggle by Travis
Blackness consumes my soul as the monster takes over.
I cannot control my thoughts
My actions
My Life
Anything
The monster knows what it wants
It will do anything to get it
Who can stop it?
Maybe I can
But it will not be without a battle
I am so weak......
I want to do anything to make it go away
The harsh reality is..
I have to keep it locked up
Nothing truly makes it go away forever
I just have to tame the beast
And make sure it stays in its cage
If one day it decides to escape....
And hopefully be ready to fight with all the strength I have
Because the monster might be tamed but it is waiting..
With an evil smile
To completely take
Unexpected Turns by Jace by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
Unexpected Turns by Jace
I was gazing at the brand new sword with pride when I hear foot steps coming closer. Shit! I quickly hid it underneath my bed in case it was my father. He would say I was much too young for this special seraph blade. I was still tempted to call him Mr. Lightwood because I feel like that is what he WANTED me to call him. But his wife insisted I was apart of the family now. I peer at the bedroom door shocked to find Alec opening it.
He raised an eyebrow. "What are you doing in here?" He demanded.
I stretched out my arms, flexing my sore muscles . "I thought I would take a nap. All of this 'new training' is getting to me." I lied. It was not s
Lovers Quarrel by Akihiko by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
Lovers Quarrel by Akihiko
The burning light drifts off further
Shall I be bold and seek myself in the dark?
No. The answer is no.
I will not go blind.
I feel resigned though..
Oh beautiful burning light why do you drift away?
Far away
Into a black night.
I must withstand the weight
The heavy weight of the truth
Some people say believing is seeing..
I hold faith in nothing anymore.
For I know my eyes have never lied to me
And they never will.
The Waiting! by Simon by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
The Waiting! by Simon
Ah! The anticipation is killing me!
I lay my hand on my wife's belly and feel movement
Instantly I am in love.
My two twins...
My life..
My joy...
Hurry hurry hurry!
Come out and see daddy!
I promise..
I will smother you with kisses..
Give you all the best toys..
I will let you eat whatever you want.. (kosher please)
I will be your hero..
When you arrive..
And I will try not to cry with you..
Because I know that will be embarrassing..
But do not count on it. ;)
Forever Friend by Patch by purplecoven728, literature
Literature
Forever Friend by Patch
All my life I have been living in the shadows.
A wretched beast forced behind a mask.
A person who's mother couldn't even learn to love.
A person who has had the entire world against him.
All because of his hideous complexion.
My deformity has rewarded me a life filled with loneliness.
Perhaps a kind heart could change things.
Perhaps someone will actually look deeper than what is on the surface.
Look deep into my soul.
And maybe I can gain a true friend.
A forever friend.
Someone perhaps.. To call my twin
Friendship is a very near and dear thing to me.
With humbled honor I have someone now to call my forever friend.
A twin.
And they have me
Blue eyed prince chapter one by yaoilover2873, literature
Literature
Blue eyed prince chapter one
Magnus Five Years Old Pov- I walked around the palace halls alone like I did everyday trying to find something to do. I had no siblings and my parents were the king and queen meaning they were always busy. The only time I ever really seen them was during my prince lessons. "Ah Magnus there you are" my mother said walking up to me.
She picked me up smiling and started heading to the thrown room "Mommy and daddy have business with an important family and they brought their little boy over to play with you." I clung on to her shirt smiling "Really?" She nodded and went to the throne room where dad was sitting with two dark haired adults. One w
Hey it has been forever since we have been on.. We will be sure to post something tonight while we get home. College life is killinnnggg uss. X.x So close to Christmas.. - Bentley
Hello the name is Bentley I decided to write a survey so everyone can get to know me. I am one of the "were" folk as they say. :p
 
1. White or red wine?
Red is the way to go..
2. Who was the last person you hugged?
My buddy for life Brent. :3
3. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?
There was this one with a hott ass... :p
4. Where did your first kiss take place?
In a car....
5. Do you prefer foxes or wolves?
WOLVES BABY!! *Howls enthusiastically*
6. What is your shoesize?
I wear a 10.. I am a big boy if you know what I mean. ;)
7. Do you prefer fruit or vegetables?
Lame question but fruit..
8. Have you ever ki
We are so glad to be on here. :) I hope that we can spread the word about our page and hopefully get a bunch of support! Shall I give you the names off all my castle members aka people in my system? Comment if you think that is necessary but at any rate it is a TON of people. And I have people from different fandoms too. So don't be afraid to ask. Oh and another thing. I will not present my TRUE identity on here because I wish to be remained anonymous.. Except for the people in my system. Anyway I think this is all. Goodbyyee. - Host